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The Dream We All Once Knew

by bluespell

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1.
Into dust Did you deceive me Give me something I can trust Should I believe what I see My faith turns into dust It's all by chance that you arrived Changing the direction of this life It's easy to be swept away Lost at sea with your charm and sway You tell me I'm stronger than the foundations of the earth Do you want forgiveness or do you want control Something you did before This isn't what you thought it would be Don't you agree You tell me I'm stronger than the foundations of the earth You sow division in my soul
2.
Nameless 04:55
I'm told to follow this rule Pull myself back from potential ridicule Predetermination feels so hollow But that's all I know That's all I know I see you and me In a new reality Can I be the architect Build a place that's so beyond perfect Can I put it all together Bind myself to every single tether All I ever wanted was some order Didn't know my desires were disordered I guess I found someone else to follow You're easy to outgrow Easy to outgrow I see you and me In a new reality Can I be the architect Build a place that's so beyond perfect Can I put it all together Bind myself to every single tether So punish me for doing things right Disrupting my progress out of pure spite You're all bound to me forever You're all bound to me forever
3.
Angband 02:09
I can't save you from me
4.
Erupt 04:09
I'm a mountain of fire I can no longer put it aside Hot magma boiling up inside It's the same old anxiety And every single day I'm burning out Just another variety And soon it'll break out, there is no doubt My heart beats faster every day And I'm about to erupt, please keep away All this time of pushing and pushing it aside As if I could keep this seething inside All this time of pushing and pushing it aside You can feel my fear taking shape 'Cause when I'm stuck I stick to the comfort of escape This is only ammunition for assured destruction Sick of being flexible Bending into shapes that I can't keep Any restraint is indefensible Breaking my body for this feels pretty cheap My heart beats faster every day And I'm about to erupt, please keep away All this time of pushing and pushing it aside As if I could keep this seething inside All this time of pushing and pushing it aside Away from me now My heart beats faster every day And I'm about to erupt, please keep away All this time of pushing and pushing it aside As if I could keep this seething inside All this time of pushing and pushing it aside I'm a mountain of fire
5.
I've got a gift that reaches deep within It pulls me into a daydream A future imagined by my own kin And maybe I'll make all the same mistakes that they've all made It's in my bloodstream A love of a reverie If you call my name I may not answer If you place the blame you create a cancer So why don't you wait for me I'll come around to you someday Wait and see Don't give in and throw me away I want to see what this can do Give us the dream we all once knew I want to see what this can do Give us the dream we all once knew And maybe you'll never understand why I stay mystified I'm closer every hour So bound to its power If you call my name I may not answer If you place the blame you create a cancer So why don't you wait for me I'll come around to you someday Wait and see Don't give in and throw me away I want to see what this can do Give us the dream we all once knew I want to see what this can do Give us the dream we all once knew I'll make the wrong decision Fail at every part of this mission Wait for me I'll come around to you someday Wait and see Don't give in and throw me away I want to see what this can do Give us the dream we all once knew I want to see what this can do Give us the dream we all once knew
6.
The Wanderer 03:32
Am I lost How much is this going to cost Such a long fall I think I heard you call I have to make my way back to you After all I've seen, I've been washed clean I have to see all of my efforts through Wishing we could skip to the end But we can't pretend What's going on Since I've been long gone We're under too much pressure Not enough time Too much pressure Not enough time Can't even measure The lengths to climb I have to make my way back to you After all I've seen, I've been washed clean I have to see all of my efforts through Wishing we could skip to the end But we can't pretend I can feel it all coming back to me I have to make my way back to you After all I've seen, I've been washed clean I have to see all of my efforts through Wishing we could skip to the end But we can't pretend
7.
Half 03:09
Will I have an ordinary life Half of what I should be Half, raised out of pity You come and go You come and go Way up in the sky I'm waiting for I'm waiting for The day I will decide I want to know I want to know The fate of all of this I'm waiting for I'm waiting for The time for us to split Will I have an ordinary life Give me time to decide Show me every downside I'm halfway there, have to be scared I'm halfway there, have to be scared You come and go You come and go Way up in the sky I'm waiting for I'm waiting for The day I will decide I want to know I want to know The fate of all of this I'm waiting for I'm waiting for The time for us to split You come and go You come and go Way up in the sky I'm waiting for I'm waiting for The day I will decide I want to know I want to know The fate of all of this I'm waiting for I'm waiting for The time for us to split
8.
Fantasy 04:31
You seem to have lost your touch Maybe trying is too much All the magic that was in your hands Slips away from you And you're stuck in a barren wasteland I don't see you anymore No more No more No more I can still hear your creation Going back to the foundation Doesn't stop all my frustration No it doesn't stop all my frustration This is a lost cause I can't believe, in you, I saw no flaws Can you keep taking space When you're a losing case I can't grieve a faith in a fantasy I don't want to see you lose control Maybe you're getting sucked inside a black hole All the history of your genuine grace Is burning up in flames Need to reminisce before it's all erased You don't move me anymore No more No more No more This is a lost cause I can't believe, in you, I saw no flaws Can you keep taking space When you're a losing case I can't grieve a faith in a fantasy
9.
I am searching for a better end At least something we won't have to defend I see how impossible it may seem Find some relief In an infinite loop of grief Don't be sorry Now, don't be sorry Given everything Getting nothing Holding onto something And just hoping for a way out of here Don't be sorry Now, don't be sorry Given everything Getting nothing Holding onto something And just hoping for a way out of here I'm looking for a utopia At least somewhere we can feel some euphoria Tell me it'll be okay I don't want to find out Tell me it'll be okay, okay Tell me it'll be okay I'll stay on the lookout How much more can this wait, this wait Don't apologize now Don't be sorry Now, don't be sorry Given everything Getting nothing Holding onto something And just hoping for a way out of here Don't be sorry Now, don't be sorry Given everything Getting nothing Holding onto something And just hoping for a way out of here Don't be sorry now, don't be sorry now Tell me it'll be okay, okay

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released November 10, 2023

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