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Someone Nobody Likes

by bluespell

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1.
Revelation 02:01
So you sigh, the end is nigh Trying to fly in the blue sky It's all gonna go It's all gonna fade You can try to hold it close But time will peel it all away So you sigh, we cannot fly Trying to hide from our end time So you sigh, the end is nigh Trying to fly in the blue sky
2.
Riot 03:22
I don't know what I've seen Maybe something dark coming out of my soul And it's something I can't explain But when it's close you'll feel so cold I don't know what I've done But I think it only hurts myself And it's something I didn't plan And I'm ashamed to call for help And I can't get up I'm sinking deeper to the core And this is too much My head is asking me for more Yeah I feel the best I can when it's late at night And I don't care if I will be someone nobody likes Yeah I feel the best when I'm alone and in control And I don't care if you want to take me out of this hole Do you see what I see Maybe I'm the only one aware You all like so much company And you pretend how much you care Do you feel what I feel I should just accept the brutal truth That I've got midnight on my side I feel the best without all of you And I can't get up I'm sinking deeper to the core And this is too much My head is asking me for more Yeah I feel the best I can when it's late at night And I don't care if I will be someone nobody likes Yeah I feel the best when I'm alone and in control And I don't care if you want to take me out of this hole And I can't get up I'm sinking deeper to the core And this is too much My head is asking me for more And I like it when it's quiet When everybody's asleep and I can riot Don't you try to banish me
3.
Unlight 04:14
I will only work for you If you will work for me And this is just the way of reciprocity And this is just the way it has to be Every single day, I can't help but try to destroy Every single light and the life you so enjoy The hunger inside me grows You're so scared and you know it shows But I know you know all this greed is how we go You will only work for me If I will work for you And this is just what we are supposed to do And this is just the way it all comes true I can't find the light in me You're half of what you used to be There's nothing here you never knew I'm not just something you can use Oh here comes a time when you look inside my heart There's nothing to see in there It's a void and you couldn't care Oh here comes a time when you piece back the broken parts And this is hard to share But it's even harder to bear Pain is driving and running every single mood Pain is trying to tell me what I need to do
4.
Black Widow 04:48
It's like you've bound them to a spell Emptying their darkness into your hell When the world comes undone You won't be so alone Black widow On your window Oh girl Oh girl Hide away in your silk world My girl My girl Drowning down in a dream world When they threaten you with a noose I can't blame you for being a recluse Black widow On your window You have to take care of yourself Everything you do can't be for someone else Don't starve yourself all day I know they think you're lazy Black widow On your window Hey mister Here's my sister Black widow On your window On your window
5.
Struggle through the morning light Waiting for your darkest nights Everything is black and white And you say nothing's worth the fight I can see it in your eyes This life you have is all a lie You can try to compromise But all you want is somewhere to hide Can't you see You hate what you have to be Can't you see You are nothing without me All you want is something better to do Or you can hang the rope and follow it through You tell your lover that you love them to death As you try and blame them for your last breath All your violence is in your silence Tearing down the coloured walls, Climbing in a blackened hole
6.
It hurts to see That the bar is raised so high for me And if I make a mistake Suddenly your whole damn life's at stake Maybe I'm nothing Maybe I'm just another fool Maybe I'm nothing So now I'll play by my own rules I have given you all I can give What do you want from me There's nothing that I've done you need to forgive What do you want from me And here I've built you everything It's inside of me Stars align with me And I will say the same damn thing It's no one but me You choose what you believe You won't believe That maybe I could do much more than you How could I ever achieve Something bigger than what I've said I could do I don't see what you see in me A little girl with no ability You don't say what you want to say Come on and tell me, you shouldn't be afraid Maybe I'm nothing
7.
Panic 03:41
I wake up and feel I'm just okay But really I'm just about to waste away My nerves are stretched out so thin I feel the pain of every pin I want to come out of my skin I'm breathing it all in All tied up and I don't know what to say Oh no I know it's out of my control I know I gotta let all of this go I tell myself it's alright if we die now Ready to go but I'm not under the ground Oh no I know it's out of my control I know I gotta let all of this go All tied up and I don't know what to say
8.
Knives 04:13
I don't understand why you need to push me And I don't understand why you feel like you can control me And boy I'd die if I let myself give you the reigns And boy I lie to get myself out of all this pain Now I'll never go to you Spill myself and tell the truth Oh just don't be surprised When you feel ostracized I hate to say it But baby you wanted to play it You'll never win the game with blunt knives when we've got guns inside You don't understand why I would be stepping away And you don't understand why I don't want to play this game And I'll still muster all the strength I have left to fight And I'll still take your hits even when I know it's not right Don't tell me your heart is frozen when I don't look your way Don't tell me that you play no part in the things I say You can't blame me for shooting after you've stabbed me many times And you can't blame me for acting cold when you've carved out my insides
9.
I can only try so hard to make you see That all I want is you for eternity You gotta put some faith in me You gotta feel that security Don't you see we have something to believe Oh it feels like we have to rush And yeah it feels like it's always too much And I know The pressure is only as real as we believe And I know The time we have is more than we need I can feel myself floating far back into time To a place where all of nature never dies I'm sitting in your car at night The palm trees stretching to the sky Don't you cry, we're on this infinite ride It feels like all the clocks are watching us wait And they judge us for the time that they think we waste The days pass so much faster than before The sunset bleeds the sky with no remorse
10.
You say do what you will That it's okay to live for the thrill Is it free will when we're all slaves Everything is pre-planned in our brains Staying still 'cause we're in chains The expectations we can't escape What's the use in following you Or any other who claims to be true I see that it doesn't work for me And I see that it doesn't work for me I may be crazy but I don't care No god will love me, it's a tragic affair I may be crazy but I don't care I guess that I'll put my faith in myself We're all gonna die alone So feel it all deep in your bones You say it's right to have some pride Humility creates a wicked life It's only natural to have to lie Honesty does nothing but divide

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released March 1, 2019

Written, performed, produced, engineered by Bluespell
Mixing by Bluespell with consultation from Drastic Classic
Mastering by Bluespell with consultation from Drastic Classic

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